This final chapter was written six years ago. Of course, I have moved on since then.
I love Alvin. I always loved him. I still love him. Being with him is the best thing that ever happened to me and loving him the best thing I’ve ever done. But it doesn’t matter anymore.
I pride myself in knowing that I never regretted doing everything that I did in my life. I never regretted him. Because I was happy while we lasted. And that is something that I will always remember alongside with the pain and tears. All the fun and laughter, all the fights and struggles, all of our memories will remain with me wherever I go. After all that is what I have left – memories. No one could ever take that.
Eternity lasts for only as long as the feeling last. It is not forever. That is something I taught Alvin. I’m just glad that I had him for eternity…But how I wish I could have him forever… why? I do not know…